ASTRAL INSOMNIA

Chaparrito

2010-10-20T01:41:00.001-07:00

Chaparrito
Originally uploaded by Astral Insomnia

your hand in mine

Hipnosis - quiero ver dentro de ti

2010-06-10T14:27:00.001-07:00

Hipnosis - quiero ver dentro de ti
Originally uploaded by Astral Insomnia

as much as i hate macros, and my little sleepy eyes, this came out quite nicely, isn't it?

Signify

2009-11-09T02:09:00.001-08:00

Siempre he querido hacer algo para que la gente recuerde quien fui realmente.
Nacemos, Vivimos, Morimos, y algunos solo desaparecen y son olvidados.
he extrañado a tantas personas y tal vez nunca lo sabrán. Trato de Significar, de dejar huella en alguien
no sé como ni para qué. tal vez solo quiero saber que se siente.
soy un tipo solitario, mi nombre es Rubén, y tal vez estos sean los últimos días de mi vida.

--La grabación se corta.

The Ruben Tel Aviv Tapes. part 1

fotos

2009-06-06T19:20:00.001-07:00

--
José Francisco Burrola
www.rocanlover.net

La carretera es fria y me levanto sin recuerdos…

2009-03-26T03:21:00.001-07:00

por què chingados no puedo concentrarme en hacer lo que tengo que hacer?

por qué chingados dura tan poco la noche? :S

bueno, estas chingaderas las recupere de mi antiguo blog en rocanlover.net y pues apestan, transpiran tiamat-katatonia-y algo màs jajajaja

The most beautiful time of day its the dawn and the dusk when the sun it's going down.

I hope that you think of me…

I wonder if you dream of me…

Because am spending lonely nights, maybe i just have got forgotten, have I forget myself too? I dont know, am confused, where have I been? I don't really want to know. I'm trying to find yourself before the sunlight comes, but it's hard.

But, They can't change the way the things are now, I might be wrong… and am walking alone. I will put it all away from me, am trying to be someone else, just for tonight and walk away from all the wrong I've done.

Tonight you can paint the sky any color you like, as long as is dark.

Tonight you can promise that we can stay together, even if you are not here.

But, I can't change the way the things are now, and how did they were before? am losing myself as the stars are still shining brigth. I feel cold but am free, getting away of the pain I felt yesterday, that i think it's gone, as the day…

Tonight my eyes are looking for new colors, its time to look further than i have ever do. Its a different kind of dream…

I clearly realize that you're that light which I gaze

You will leadme somewhere…

Once I saw you, I know… This night belongs to you

Do blame your dreams, or whatever it means to be yourself, there's no way, nothing is as easy as it seems, and you can wait, how long?

Do blame to your dreams , them would know the distance, and how cold the path it's going to be.

This will take a while, then you'll start to float, until you can see, from another point, far from yourself, the lights that now are blinding your glance. The gaze that knows what have been and what will change.

Face the lights, they are different now and shine in another color…

…And they do spread to where your darkness and solitude reflects them.

in your gaze, the lights are part of. now the light is in your eyes and, it's time to illuminate this cold dawn.

and with the dusk, your dreams will come back.

To leave it's the hardest thing to do, when you're going to miss something or someone.

He expects he don't disappear, at all, for someone at least…

and he's leaving this place, and can't retain the tears in his eyes as the sun can't resist to break the night.

but that feeling of solitude it's getting harder with the distance. Yeah, He's alone and with the sadness it's hard to behold the morning sunshine, I guess there's not a lot to say, because it's too much for him to take, maybe he prefers to remain in silence… waiting for something, I hope he don't get lose, even so far away I'll find him.

Nothing of what he said was said with his eyes open, no, no he was never real, he doesn't need to speak because theres nothing more to say, and no one to telling everything that he's carrying inside…

hold his dreams, take care of his dreams because they maybe lost among the lights of dawn

--
José Francisco Burrola
www.rocanlover.net

Una Palabra Fuera de Contexto

2009-03-05T21:05:00.001-08:00

ya ni habia escrito en este blog, me vuelvo pura procrastinacion, pero chingona jajaja, estoy mal.
necesito un psicologo y es urgente, no me puedo concentrar en nada y pierdo mucho el tiempo

"Y lo sé… creo que me agarró medio la huevilla/depresión pero ya estoy casi de regreso…"

Chuck Pereda

para mas informacion:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Procrastination

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clinical_Depression

jejejeje

hoy hize una instalacion manual de wordpress, y todo salio bien
ahora solo faltan los detalles artisticos, quiero algo asi medio onda new rave jajaja

el messenger me quita mucho tiempo valioso, es un hecho.
me lo prohibiré ma seguido.

por el otro lado, la nueva rola de en Declin "keyword out of context" uh me gusta mucho jejeje
me mandó un mensaje Mao el vocalista :D que chingon jejeje diciendome que iba a postear las letras en el myspace
que gracias por el apoyo
yo le respondi que quiero enviarle artwork, si es que no tienen listo el artwork para el disco, sino que lo pueden usar
en lo que sea, royalty free
el respondio que ok y me dió su correo, para enviarle cosas que tiene curiosidad.
pero me entró panico y felicidad
pues que chingon que si aceptaran mis artwork para el disco, seria un un orgullo para mi.
pero si no lo termino o si no me sale como espero, me voy a frustrar machin. :S

bueno, ya, tengo que seguir investigando cosas y buscando inspiracion.

www.endeclin.it

Open the door and the moon will fall

2009-01-25T04:11:00.001-08:00

Conocen los deja vú? acaso no los odian? yo sí
porque siempre que siento un "deja vu" siento culero, porque pienso que algo malo va a pasar
o que la voy a cagar en algo, o cosas asi, chale, quiero sentir rico! jajajaja

bueno, cuestiones tecnologicas y mecadas 2.0:
waa, estube probando ning, y naaa, no conviene, la neta está chido, pero hay cosas que no me gustan, esperaré un clon...
ahora seguire de cerca motion de movable type, parece prometedor aunque es de paga o algo asi, aún no sé mucho.
y ya mero sale la version 1.0 de buddypress.

por cierto xpresshosting actualizo a cpanel 11, está chido.

quisiera concursar para diseñar el artwork para la portada del nuevo disco de aviv geffen, y sentirme confiado de ganar, malo que apenas me enteré y hay poco tiempo para enviar propuestas.
me gustaria diseñar el artwork de el proximo disco de en declin, necesito insistirles en el myspace

tambien quiero ir a esa madre de el barcamp de tequilavalley en queretaro con el yunoman pero no tengo dinero. perdon, pero no somos geeks hijos de papi
mi horoscopo del año tal vez diga algo asi "no mames 2009 es el año cuando podras viajar a muchas partes, pero por pendejo no tienes dinero y ahi te quedas en saucillo puto"

hablando de saucillo y de putos, mayates, jotos, lesbianas, cuarentonas jajajaja el jueves en las palmas se pone chido, parece antro de ambiente y hay morritos chidos, hay que invitar a la comunidad de la region jajajajaja

bueno, eso es todo mijas

Foto robada sin permiso del flickr de Tebah
está chido el stream de este morrito

salebai

No Marrano, No Sube Marrano

2009-01-22T04:10:00.001-08:00

Sleepwalking

2009-01-19T03:45:00.001-08:00

today i feel like i don't know if I'm awake or in some kind of dream
i just need to get some sleep

I'm carrying a heavy burden of thoughts but they are all mixed up inside my head
so i decided to write them down on this blog, so i can give them some kind of order so i can get to list and organize them, and finally to bring them to the real world more easily.

and write about other kind of stuff, it won't be fun to anyone, it is just for me and stalkers
but i hate when it comes to write the stuff i've been thinking on my head, it is really hard for me. so maybe i'll try it for another time.

by the way, this is going to be in english cause it is the way i think of it, and i don't want some people to find out what am doing here

today i met a nice and kissable boy.

Tiamat - Amanethes (2008)

2008-06-15T05:24:00.001-07:00

posteando desde gmail

de todos modos vayan al verdadero sitio de astral insomnia
en
http://rocanlover.net/blog

TIAMAT LYRICS
Amanethes (2008)

1.The Temple Of The Crescent Moon

It's been a long time but we are here again
It's been five long years of thunder, lightning and rain
So cold, so hard without you
But tonight... we're coming through!

The temple of the crescent moon is calling you tonight
The temple of the crescent moon is calling you tonight
When the skies light your eyes with all my fire
The temple of the crescent moon comes alive in the night

Yeah, it's been a long time but we are back again
For another five years of thunder, lightning and rain
And now the hurly burly's done
And the fight's been fought and won

2. Equinox Of The Gods

Listen to the angel sing
I can hear her crying
I can see her burning wing
In a burning church of shame
A bloody Mary in flames
Spoken infernal names

Rise from the ashes and do it again
Yeah, we can make it happen

My Nemesis, my friend
Why don't you stop to pretend
It's the beginning not the bitter end, no

Through the Genesis flood
We were baptized in blood
A military coup of the new God's

Rise from the ashes and do it again
Yeah, we can make it happen

This is the Equinox of the Gods

Set the altar on fire
See the embers go higher
See the burning oils glowing
Sacrificial blood's flowing

We never bow unto thee
We went to Gethsemane
To kill your self-pitying Nazarene

Now all the cherubs are deceased
Upon their corpses we feast
The only good priest is a dead priest!

(Crucify her upsidedown
Impale her with rusty nails
Dress her up in a blood red gown
And gory, beautifully painted veil
Let her bleed to death before our eyes
Oh oooh
May she be punished and sacrificed
Oh oooh, oh yeah!)

The dirty nuns are in chains
No monasteries remain
The time has come for our Master to reign

Again

Thy kingdom is gone
Satan's work is done
And A-Bomb over Babylon

3. Until The Hellhounds Sleep Again

Years of great plenty
Throughout the land of sin
With only faith at stake
And so much more to win
Now, wouldn't Lord allow us a little fun?

Until the hellhounds sleep again

Now you're soaked with water
That your wings just won't repel
But on your little crooked streak
You dry them up to Hell
Until the Sunday bells are calling you

Until the hellhounds sleep again

You enter the night in your Devil-black suit
Well, we all need a little taste of that forbidden fruit
And in the night Satan is divine

Until the hellhounds sleep again

Your path leads to nowhere and nothing is your trade
Your faith barely lasts until the church bells fade
I sincerely wish you better luck tonight

Until the hellhounds sleep again

Though the colonnades of faith with you
It's what i see, it's what i love, it's what i do
And now the columns are falling on you
But it the colonnades of faith, we're passing through

4. Will They Come?

Will they come
And alight the skies anew?
The night is young
And so are you

Is it true what they say
Behind this walls?
Tonight
We'll see for real

Do these mornings ever come?
Will we ever see this days again?
And can we speed it up again
And watch it really slow?
Can we run it backwards
To the place where it begins?
Do this moment ever come?

Will they come?

The flower rots
And the laughter disappears
Now, the time goes on
But it's always on our side

Don't leave me alone
In this corridors of gloom
Don't leave me alone
Tonight

Do these mornings ever come?
Will we ever see this days again?
And can we speed it up again
And watch it really slow?
Can we run it backwards?
Maybe... just one more time?...

Just to see what you did
I want to see what you did
Are you affraid to show me what you did?

And do these mornings ever come?
Do these mornings ever come?

Will they come?

5. Lucienne

Dead angels are our friends
May the demons smile again
And may our virtue be superiour

Judge and jury, who's to blame
And in the end it's all the same
Rusty ruins with gold exterior

Like quivers hung from clods of grey
You're getting yourself in our way
I turn the other cheek another day

Lucienne
Burn for me
In a fire of a million degrees

Break down what stands before us
Genosides and Exodus
Folklore of a bleeding Nazarene

A paradise of parasites
Moth holes in wings of white
Hollow psalms of miracles unseen

We are stillborn before the equinox of the Gods
And shall rise from the sound of whipping rods
Years we shall rise from the sound of whipping rods

(the cherubs are falling,
the demons are calling)

6. Summertime Is Gone

A new cold breeze in the air
Wish I could take you up there
Where we would drown in the sun
But summertime is gone

A chilly wind through my spine
And heavy clouds in decline
Winter's work has begun
And summertime is gone

And I wanna see you once again
And I wanna touch you once again
Oh, this is what dreams are made of
My, oh my
These soothing times
The summer wine
Summertime is gone!

Now clouds are hanging low
And paint the land in snow
The equinox is through and done
And summertime is gone

I dream a little dream of summer days
And spread my wings of dreams to leave this place
With summershine and dreams for two
One for me and one for you
I dream a little dream of summer days

7. Katarraktis Apo Aima

One, two, three, four...

Sons and daughters
Troubled waters
A stench of burned gasoline
Silicon and Codeine
Flooded highlands in misty haze

Mudslides and suicides
Earthquakes and gamma rays
Devilish acts of God above
Carried to heaven by a dirty white dove

And in the corner there's a broken man
His fingers are on the trigger now
And as the smell of dying embers
And rusty strings on his bow

A sound explodes and fills the room
And echoes beyound these walls of doom
Until it vanishes up in the air
With nothing more to come

Yeah, we must aim for the stars and we are gonna get up high
We must build another tower and make it through the fires
We must sail the seven seas now the water abound
We shall cease the deceased until the angels come around
With noting more...
Noting more to come...

8. Raining Dead Angels

Oh dark horizon
You speak the truth
Oh temple Lord
Cold blood is pumping through your veins

You drown the sun
Of horror lies
Oh Master Lord
Light up the fire of you reign

In the name of thee
We are the fallen
We are the plague
We are the dead spots of the sun

Oh woe to you
Oh Lord of flies
You lead our path
Aeons of our vengance have begun

Run... Run...

It's raining dead angels from the sky
Cold and stiff, oh my

Oh dark horizon
Of the underground
Your soul is ours
The tools are clean and the altar's set on fire

We have begun
We don't look back
The skies are fallen
A one way ticket to your funeral pyre

9. Misantropolis

The river's flowing
The water's deep
The water's dark
Where angels weep

The skied are falling
It's time to leave
But don't you ever say goodbye

The whip's back lashing
And planes are crashing
The water's dark
The water's deep

The skies are falling
It's time to leave
But don't you ever say goodbye

And then we crash into the sun
With so much left undone
We're leaving now
Misantropolis

A life's a gospel
Some girls are soul
Some baby's blues
Mine's rock'n'roll

But we're falling
It's time to leave
But we will never say goodbye

And on four horses
Come special forces
The water's dark
The water's deep

Cause we're all falling
It's time to leave
But we will never ever say goodbye

And if I would dare to tell the truth
Nothing would stay the same
Now love me or leave me
But this has to come to an end

Soon...

10. Amanitis
[Instrumental]

11. Meliae

You ask for forgivness but your lips they are still lying
You might be forgiven but the angels are still crying
But you're alive so please try one more time

And all dirt you throw so deep down in that well
Will be there waiting for you the day you entered Hell
But you're alive so please try one more time

You have walked these roads alone, you've spent you time with faith
Without any answers found and now time is running late
But you're alive so please try one more time

You might think I'm not any better and you'd ask me what I would do
But sincerely love you still and these thing they are part of you
But you're alive so please try one more time

We have left the bridges burning for the sake of trying
And as long as you are happy I don't care if our love is dying
But you're alive so please try one more time

12. Via Dolorosa

Drag me down and chain me

This is not what it seems
This ain't no cozy little dream
This ain't no mysterious way, no no
This is just another Sunday

I die alone
On Via Dolorosa
I carry my burden alone
On Via Dolorosa
I'm dragged down by the stone
On Via Dolorosa
I carry my burden alone
On Via Dolorosa

This ain't no universal mastermind
This ain't no projection of one of a kind
This ain't no religious highway
No, this is just another Sunday

13. Circles

And now that we're dead
We've learned how to live
Our failures taught us how to forgive
And now that we've rise from the ashes of me and you
All our dreams shall come true

Floating in circles
Stars shine a light our way
To meadows and fields, green as the grass
Where we lay down
Forever...

And now that we're clean
Our souls can be free
Our love is the only drug we need
And now that we're one
We don't need any God
Divinity flows in our blood

Floating in circles
Stars shine a light our way
To meadows and fields, green as the grass
Where we lay down
Forever...

14. Amanes

I...

I deliver myself to you
Lucifer, my fahter, you're my light
And my way out of the dark
I wanna set the skies on fire
And watch the angels as they fall into the sun

Why have you forsaken me?
Why have you betrayed me?
Why did you abandon me?
Why did you leave me?

Father
Can you forgive me for what I've done?
I never meant to hurt you
But I'm not your son
Now the time has come for me
And I must leave
My wings are heavy
And my journey has begun...

15. Thirstsnake (Bonus Track)

--
José Francisco Burrola
www.rocanlover.net

--
José Francisco Burrola
www.rocanlover.net